I am back....!!!

Me Socio

The most difficult part of life is living without a partner. When you decide its time to settle and come out of your man cave you often start imagining who you would end up with. You open that book that was left in the closet for a along time which perfectly describes your attributes. Keeping the demons aside you journey through your pros and cons to identify a perfect match. Yet sometimes a person fails to achieve it, but with you it was not like that.....From the Moment i met you i knew there was something about you that mattered the most to me. You were always your self, never plastic or hid anything from me. And today it has been 3 adventurous years and many more to come. What we both have achieved in the past years many only dream about, we made a perfect family, we traveled to our favorite places and ate what you like the best. In a life long relationship you always learn something new everyday, you always dispute over small petty issues everyday, and you always cherish moments of each other everyday.....it is no life if you are not in a roller coaster.


Happy Anniversary...:) may we together enjoy the adventurous life together with our kids.

Mi Padre

We sometimes take things for granted and we sometimes take things too easy. I always ask myself would I ever be the man you are and the ans always is blurry. You taught us how to hold the string straight even though our hands would shake, you taught us the difference between good and evil even though evil attracts more, you have taught us to live a life with peace, even though you sometime like the power of aggression. Your strength and your valour is my shield, your weakness and your mistakes are my lesson. There is not a single day dedicated to a father, everyday is a fathers day because every day I learn something new from you.

Happy Father's Day Mi Padre!!!

Mi Madre!!

It is always difficult to explain or to express my feelings towards you! I am always short on words when i start to write about you. You taught me how to feel aesthetic even when the world is polluted with power, corruption and hatred.  You always guided me to a righteous path even when i worked with the most notorious people around me! Your prayers have always helped me achieve that goal i seek. But i always fall short on words when i want to thank Allah for your existence. Now that life has taken a different toll your love and prayer are like my morning juice to keep me going through the day. I wish you the very best of Happiness and Love. Sorry for not being in touch with my writing, a little promise ill make for your Birthday. Love from The Three of Us!!!

Gigantes de Europa

12 am 28th May 2011, The timer had started with an exponential growth of the pulse rate. Sleep was like a commodity, food was nothing but a fuel to pass the time. Every second felt like minutes. It felt like all the time in the world had come to an abrupt halt. I had to find distractions or else i would lose every sense possible. Two more hours left and i was travelling in a parallel dimension. Hardly responding to anyone, all eyes on the TV set, every word that came out of the commentators was like news report and then it hit me, a well placed game by the Barca media Puyol will not play instead Macsherano was opted. My heart had sunk, our leader, our mentor, our Titan of Camp Nou was not on the first team. I had to swallow the facts, feel positive and move forward. The moment the players stepped on the field a sense of satisfaction and euphoria rose. I knew today something will happen and my Barca My Team My Soul will take that very step in the books as the worlds greatest performers. And then it all happened as soon as the whistle blew Man U went rampant. They tore through the barca defense with ease, attacking from wings, center, a complete possession play. I could not be more furious with Barca the way every one was maneuvering the ball. Being intercepted, being pressurized and amazingly man marked. I am very sure the First ten minutes for every Man U fan would have been a delight and a comfort that they would lift the cup this glorious evening. Little as they knew it only takes three man to stop all this rampant. The tri-facta Iniesta, Sergio and Xavi all they needed to was study the Man U movement for the first ten minutes to find gaps and then the game was one. With an impressive 67% possession and 120 complete passes with a comparison to Man U who completed only 55 barca were on there way to change the flow of the tide. A strategy i always study, the Barca Philosophy 10 pass and score. And there it was Tri Facta maneuvering the ball with excellent pace, Ferdinand who had Villa perfectly marked unfortunately with great height a disadvantage always exist, Pedro sneaks as Xavi lofts the ball towards his feet and Ran.The prince of Barca scored the opener. It was ecstasy, my voice was tearing the roof, Barca had scored the opener with and excellent assist from Xavi. The show was far from over, under 10 mins Man U found the gap in the Barca defense and Rooney scored for Man U. At that very moment the palpitation was slowly going down. Puyol was being missed so much, the match went steady again, both the teams had scored 1 each, it was surely an exuberant first half. I went in to deep meditation, my Man U friends were teasing the hell out of me but their word could not penetrate my phase. The entire 15 mins of break i only analyzed the first half and the mistakes Barca was making. Were they not pressing enough, the gaps were well guarded, the defense line was too much too handle or was it the mid field? Those 15 mins were the longest 15 mins i every had to spend. As soon as the second half started there was a weird sense of settlement in my mind that WHAT IF!!! Barca came out strong their one twos were so quick that not a single Man U fan could track them. They were all over the place, Left to Right Center to Diagonal, completely unstoppable and Under 10 mins the Great Boy Wonder our Spine, our angel our Messi took the greatest shot Man Kind could ever had seen,as it swung passed Van Der Sar towards the right side of the goal post, Barca were 2 up. I had completely blacked out, I saw my friend running towards to hug in joy, I could not recall any sound or anything it was like i had lost every voice in my body and my head was out of the roof, people say drugs give you a hallucination that channels you to an other dimension, meaning the cerebral cortex gets effected. Well Messi's goal was like a drug i recommend only the true Bluagranes. Barca had once again trampled a giant under there feet. It took another 15 min for Barca to seal the deal. A beautiful passing coordination between the tri facta and sergios pass to villa with a beautiful chip shot to the right corner of the goal. Villa had finished the game. Strategically every attacker scored and every mid fielder assisted. It was the game of the decade and Barca were a part of it. The greatest night had to come to an end, with Abidal lifting the cup after fighting the tumor was a show of courage and dedication. The team celebrated their fourth Champions League Trophy and made history. The manager Pep Guardiola have sealed his name as the elite. I as a part of the Barca could not express how i feel about my teams performance, but thank God to be alive to witness and be a part of the greatest football team the world had to offer. VIVA LA BARCA!!!

My Exquisite Twin.

There are two types of people practical and book worms....book worms do survive because they like to play by the rules and like that easy life called 9-5 but then there are practicals they are visionaries, Devine in every aspect of life, their education is not from the school its learning to live every moment and here and there bend some rules...Moosa by dearest brother, i have seen you grown into someone so full of euphoria, a phenomenal and extremely practical person. We shared every moment, every memory and every mischievous habit to define a few....(well ill keep them to my self), but all in all cherish every moment i spend with you. You have not only been my friend but (ill give it to you) like an "elder brother" i have, we learned almost every thing together and were considered twins, all the fights we had even though i won most of them...lol. I cherish those moment. I know words dont mean a lot to you but for now just accept them. Happy birthday brother Happy Birthday. When i came back for the first time from US it was not the time i spend with my ex or friends it was the time i spend with you that i miss the most...and I wish to have that moment again. Finally you really know how to carry yourself...you make me proud masallah.

My Devine Shrine!

After experiencing every moment, every pass made, every goal scored and every cheer, BARCA BARCA!! I am still living this moment.

Barca completing six hundred passes in comparison to Madrid's one hundred was true sign of spectacular and empathic team performance. The moment the whistle blew and the game started my stance was sitting by the time Messi's first attempt on goal i could not sit, i was either jumping and cheering BARCA BARCA!! or running in the house screaming we did it!It was completely ecstatic. Being the only one in my friends circle and family to support Barca...(VIVA LA BARCA) I wore my jersey every day...to work (inside my shirt), to school and social events.....Partially to rub it on their faces and to feel a proud Cule. I am so glad to be alive to witness such an auspicious day. Downloaded the entire match on HD, read every article related (defn hogged every post by totalbarca related to that day atleast once or twice) rubbed it on my madrid supporting friends and watched every highlight and every picture possible....still cannot get enough. This day will defn live for infinite. The person who amazed me was David Villa: even though its too early to accept him, Pedro: He is really making a mark, and Xavi : Well its Xavi: a player i dream to play like. The team was phenomenal in every way, the fans where ecstatic and me i am still hungover from the game...so i guess i do have the symptoms Post El Clasico fever wishing there is no cure. Amazing thing happened though, while buying chinese food you have to pick a fortune cookie and it said : "Your lucky number for this week is 5" . so there you go what are the odds of it. For religious people there are many Devine shrines and worship places, for me Barca is not a team its a religion and Camp Nou is my Devine Shrine.

All in all a moment to remember and cherish, a moment that i was a part of and a moment that will never be forgotten....MY BARCA, MY TEAM, MY SOUL!!!

A little Miracle...in the Qureshi family!!!

I remember the day when i came to visit you, I remember the days i played with, I remember the days i fought with you and i remember the days I felt closer to you....seeing you grow from a infant to a man has been quite a journey.....Yes I was not the best of elder brothers..but maybe one day...Ur cute little feet and fingers and ur cute little cheeks and bumpy....I saw you grow even though i lost track of you...never lost a place in my heart....I wish you all the best and May Allah bless you with all the success in the world...Keep your head held high and accomplish those goals that you have set for yourself in life....Even though ur a thousands of miles away from me I can still feel ur presence in my heart....Thank you for always being there for me....being there when i really needed someone...May you see many many more celebrations. My only wish right now is to hug you and kiss you with all my heart and soul....I Miss you Gude Miss you alot. Wish I could spend all my time with you and Moosa....InsAllah. Keep being mischief, taunting and naughty because thats the way i love you..... if my writing was too EMO!!! i take it as a compliment...!!!!

Un amigo, un hermano ...Un mentor, Feliz Cumpleanos

Its been 17 years from the moment we met. I clearly remember the day as it was yesterday. And over these years understanding your ideology has been a great journey. I cherish these memories and many more to come. Our brotherhood bond has grown stronger and concrete. Our understanding and ideology has taken a mutual track...and I wish what success lies ahead of us May Allah guide and help Us. May you have a promising future and a successful life. It always makes me smile when i remember the mischief we did and those long drives by the shore line smoking cigarette and listening to good old Beatles. Happy Birthday My Friend, My brother...Never let anything anger you always stay positive..Our Country Need People like you.

Just by the Sanctuary...!

Ugarit a civilization, a religion, a palace, a culture, an Echo....a Sanctuary, a port to the most powerful sea right in the heart of the middle Earth....a sea that joins the three closet....Ugarit a story, a myth, a memory, the birth place of the oldest tune......a mystery that is still unsolved...a story that has not been heard....a chapter that has never been read.....Sorrow filled and the deceased passed....A History became Legend and the Legend became a myth.....Malik Jandali calls to all to feel, to understand, to extract, to give credit to the soul of tune....Malik Jandali explains a Kingdom with a Port: "Ugarit". By his fine composing and performance he tells the world about this beautiful Mystic Kingdom what it was known for....Tune: A comfort for the soul, a question to many answers, a feeling of many joys....a flow of a native....a passion of many religions, a truth no one follows....a desire being stopped....then i cry "let me listen to those words...they will give me what i want: knowledge of the world so beautiful and never made aware to me.......let me listen more and more what is Ugarit? I want to know please call me out and make me feel what it is and how it could make me feel free....was it abandoned?..it was abandoned, betrayed, destroyed....let me look at it again; a place full of mystery". Listen to what Malik Jandali plays and interpret your own feelings because that is what he told me to do..... :) Echoes of Ugarit.

"Thank You "A simple eight letter word...could hold so much meaning?

May 2nd 1958, God created a being who would later bore three amazing sons. Never have I felt closer to this creation of God....what she has done for me over the years is not that simple to explain or acknowledge....even the words in the dictionary would fall short of her ways and affection she has shown me. Life is so misty that even with in these misty walls that i have created she would always show me the path and guide me towards the right direction....Every time i fell she would lift me up and nurture me, every time someone would get angry at me, she would lift her voice to an extent that it would create a fear around them so they would retreat and never think of returning, when ever i would fail she would teach me to be better, when ever i achieve something she would place that achievement on the highest wall so every one could see and praise me and when i felt sad and depress she would take me in her arms to lessen the burden and relieve me from the pain with in. My dearest mother, even a simple Thank You would mean so much today i never would have realized.May God Bless you with Happiness, Joy and a Beautiful Long life...May God fill you with Ecstasy of Life and Flourish you with Achievements and Success in the field of Art....May God help you paint the best canvas of your life so it could call out to those who are in dire need of help with parenting. Happy Birthday Mother, with all my heart and soul, with every breath and joy, with every tear and sorrow I love you.

Never stop smiling you have great Man right next to you....live your life to its fullest and dont worry to much, your sons will do great in life.

Does greatness have its limit....??

"A hero I will always Cherish"

On April the 28th 2010, a date that will live in infamy.....A memory, a performance, a situation and a feeling that could never go....Barca Vs Inter Second leg. Barca required only two goals to see themselves at Madrid for the Champions League final...was it fate or just another miracle by God. "Remauntada" was the cry from the Loyal of Barca, a hope that we could accomplish what we as a team have worked so hard for, but fate had its own toll. Barca played their skin out, with an amazing 85% possession and 20 shoots on goal...reaching a 2 goal target at the start looked very convincing but in the last 10 min as the time was drifting away like a slow tide on an evening shore, it was like my entire soul was screaming for a miracle to happen with every breath came Barca Barca please do something...but the time ticked away and the hope started to fade. A goal came at the brink of the closing minutes but it was not enough for Barca to see through. Inter defended their heart out, they knew a single space provided to Barca and the defense will fall. Pep proved to the world that Barca was no match for a normal team to face...but it only takes a Miracle...."Mou" to prove every one wrong. We lost, Barca lost, but in style. With our head held high we walked off the field. The only thing that made me and i am sure other barca fans must have felt it too was none other then our "No.9 Samuel Eto'o". Seeing him celebrating with an other team was so painful that nothing less then a river of tears would have overcome the pain. I missed Eto'o so much, that only a wish could fulfill my desire..."What if he was with us?? I wish he was" a cry from with in. What Samuel gave to us it is hard to forget. A classic player..."Money is the route of all evil" neither the coach or the team had any problem only the administration... Pep knew losing Eto'o was a mistake but he kept quite as he alone cannot voice his concern regarding financial matters. I wish i could have seen him celebrate with us..but this is fate. Samuel Eto'o you will always be a Bluagarana for me and the generations coming. With a whole hearted applaud for what you have done for Barca....God Speed Eto'o.

Three Musketeer in a French Sandwich.....

"The Three Musketeers.......with a cherry on top"

The world cup is becoming interesting day by day...looks like the big guns face more scandal then any normal Hollywood celebrity. After the famous English triangle comes the new French Sandwich. Seems like all the earnings is put to a better use. With each Player bagging an average earning of €4.7 million, spending 2000 pounds per night over the lovely Dehar would not be a problem.....wait did they know before they were spending those pounds that Miss Dehar was underage???? Well from what i can say is...The Three Musketeer are playing innocent about knowing the girls age. There is a saying "With Power comes great responsibilities" guess for them the saying should have been "With Money comes great opportunities ": opportunity to go wild and crazy... Instead of playing football these guys are more interested in creating a bad image of an already broken and weak French National Team. I am not a big fan of France Football team, but i would feel sorry if there case back fires. In France Prostitution is leagal but not when a minor is involed.

Best of luck Ribery " Please dont come to Barca we have a great Image which you will spoil, with Bayern now defn. thinking of selling you".

Congratulation Benzi " Looks like Real will have a very long meeting with you, and they will confirm that youll be their bench warmer and ball boy for the term they have signed you for"

Wahoo Seriously Sidney Govou " Lyon for the first time in many years have qualified for Champions League....your escapade will defn. put ur career in jeoperdy and the teams hope of reaching there first CL final in doubts."

What Were YOU Guys Thinking........

why I call my self a Blugrana......

Being a part of culture that does not follow football that much....i started following football the moment i played my first game. FIFA 1998. At that time one would basically follow the main country teams..like Brazil or Italy or Argentina. After knowing what is beyond that i started discovering the real world of football. It was amazing, a collection of super talented players in one team. As my dad say league is something u would love all ur life and it will keep entertaining u till the end. It was 1998 when i started following the EPL as it was a league that most people talked about.I supported Manchester United as they would win everything. The moments passed and knowledge developed about how league works and what other leagues exist. 2004 i clearly remember when i started watching Barca play...the TV would show there matches really late at night so i would miss most of them. 2005/06 season was the biggest turning point in becoming a Barca fan...Exams just got over and it was late at night when Barca vs Arsenal CL was aired..The win changed every thing..I felt more like a Blugrana then ever..My friends and family still stuck with the idea that EPL is better i decided to be different, Life has never been better...with every passing moment I pray to God for Barca and the victories it will see. The Heart and Soul are now completely Blue and Red with out doubt. and since that time havent missed a single match......Blugrana for Life.

Messi....the exbitionist for Barca!!

Alumina: " i give up, please not any more, this humiliation and three goals will make me a bench warmer for Arsene Wenger......(crying) he hits me in the locker room"
Messi : " Not yet my friend not quite yet....... :)"

A team that can not be praised with a few words, the demonstration that was put forward by Barca today shocked every living soul who follows football religiously. Today, April the 6th the world saw a human being transformed into a super human. Messi....every body is talking about him and what miracles he is displaying. The moment this 5.6 inch tall player touched the football ground at Camp Nou, the entire face of the game has changed. With the guidance of Pep, Messi has proven the world that nothing is impossible and only hard work and dedication would lead a person to success and not endorsement by that i compare him to Ronaldo (an 80 Million Pound Disaster). At the age of only 22 Messi has so much more to show and with every passing game his abilities and techniques become better and better. May he shine and promote the colors "Red and Blue"...Blugranas...long live Barca.

"she was assigned with verne??????"

I was looking for the date Austin Power was released, so as i was browsing through the page i came across Verne Troyer the great "Mini Me". Austin powers was one the most interesting features i had ever seen that did not make me stop laughing hahaha. Wahoo

!! So that was an opinion on the film. I started browsing through his page, his films, awards recent works, etc, so nearing the end the last thing i wanted to do before i leave his page is to check his Pics and try to find a Mini Me picture. After browsing through some pics i came across this very particular picture. So I am photographer and one thing i have learned over the experience is "how to read some one from that eye piece?". It tells you so much about the person who is being photographed. So what i read from this individual picture was Lindsay was not really in a good mood, you look from the frown she has on her face, as an actress she should have known never to stop smiling. Clearly the reason being "she was assigned with verne??????" wahoo seriously Lindsay, the dude is Mini Me......Austin Powers : "Mini Me". who on earth are u "A Plastic". The dude is a better actor then u could only dream to be. The picture was taken at the 2008 MTV Movie Awards, they should have made Lindsay sit on her ass rather then making Verne stand up on a stool.

Bill going Republican.......

I just came across this as i watching South Park: it was absolutely hilarious to know that even Liberals have Republican feelings, Good Job. I hope Obama does not turn into one.

Alice in Tim's Wonderland

I am writing this review for the soul purpose of explaining who and what Tim Burton is...i do not see how any one could say that " Tim Burton did not meet expectation" or "Tim Burton and Johnny Depp are losing the touch" or "the movie was only animation"... i am sorry but as a media literate person,this movie had a deep meaning and it should not be compared to Alice in Wonderland the original Walt Disney production.This was Tim Burton's perspective of what the world of Alice looks like. Tim Burton is a visionary with an exceedingly high intellectual understanding of the world we live in,as he always explains it with his utterly amazing imaginative mind. And pairing him up with Depp, was the most amazing thing that could ever ever happen.Johnny Depp is so Enigmatic in his approach that even though he was given a role that did not really impact the original Alice in wonderland, working with Tim made his role as a "Mad Hatter" take a step forward in an original idea of what The Hatter's world was like. And how could i forget Helena Bonham Carter, this actress is such a charmer, all the other female roles that were in the movie felt so weak in front of her. Her Portrayal as the "off with head" Red Queen was exquisite work of art. Even though we still did not find what the riddle meant, "Why does the raven look like a desk?" the only meaning i could think of after watching this magnificent work of art is : "You work and work to give birth to your dark side when there is so much color and imagination to live for".

I Highly recommend to those who know and can see what Tim is capable off.

Scandal Triangle......Terry and Wayne

With ashley out of the picture England's hope for world cup lies with there players over coming there personal issues. Terry having an affair with his ex-team mates girl is bound to bring more problems and controversy off and on the pitch...the only way they can over come this is by Terry admitting to WTF he was up to which not only cost him his Captaincy but also peoples respect. The country was about to follow a Captain who cant even take care of his personal life...what a JOKE. Sorry England i dont see a world cup coming home.

Bones, Bodies and Disease

I am amazed by the structure of the human body....the way every thing is designed is so exquisite....from a cell to 206 bones..human mutation....wahoo. No wonder doctors get paid to much to study our bones.. Qudos to u Docs.