12 am 28th May 2011, The timer had started with an exponential growth of the pulse rate. Sleep was like a commodity, food was nothing but a fuel to pass the time. Every second felt like minutes. It felt like all the time in the world had come to an abrupt halt. I had to find distractions or else i would lose every sense possible. Two more hours left and i was travelling in a parallel dimension. Hardly responding to anyone, all eyes on the TV set, every word that came out of the commentators was like news report and then it hit me, a well placed game by the Barca media Puyol will not play instead Macsherano was opted. My heart had sunk, our leader, our mentor, our Titan of Camp Nou was not on the first team. I had to swallow the facts, feel positive and move forward. The moment the players stepped on the field a sense of satisfaction and euphoria rose. I knew today something will happen and my Barca My Team My Soul will take that very step in the books as the worlds greatest performers. And then it all happened as soon as the whistle blew Man U went rampant. They tore through the barca defense with ease, attacking from wings, center, a complete possession play. I could not be more furious with Barca the way every one was maneuvering the ball. Being intercepted, being pressurized and amazingly man marked. I am very sure the First ten minutes for every Man U fan would have been a delight and a comfort that they would lift the cup this glorious evening. Little as they knew it only takes three man to stop all this rampant. The tri-facta Iniesta, Sergio and Xavi all they needed to was study the Man U movement for the first ten minutes to find gaps and then the game was one. With an impressive 67% possession and 120 complete passes with a comparison to Man U who completed only 55 barca were on there way to change the flow of the tide. A strategy i always study, the Barca Philosophy 10 pass and score. And there it was Tri Facta maneuvering the ball with excellent pace, Ferdinand who had Villa perfectly marked unfortunately with great height a disadvantage always exist, Pedro sneaks as Xavi lofts the ball towards his feet and Ran.The prince of Barca scored the opener. It was ecstasy, my voice was tearing the roof, Barca had scored the opener with and excellent assist from Xavi. The show was far from over, under 10 mins Man U found the gap in the Barca defense and Rooney scored for Man U. At that very moment the palpitation was slowly going down. Puyol was being missed so much, the match went steady again, both the teams had scored 1 each, it was surely an exuberant first half. I went in to deep meditation, my Man U friends were teasing the hell out of me but their word could not penetrate my phase. The entire 15 mins of break i only analyzed the first half and the mistakes Barca was making. Were they not pressing enough, the gaps were well guarded, the defense line was too much too handle or was it the mid field? Those 15 mins were the longest 15 mins i every had to spend. As soon as the second half started there was a weird sense of settlement in my mind that WHAT IF!!! Barca came out strong their one twos were so quick that not a single Man U fan could track them. They were all over the place, Left to Right Center to Diagonal, completely unstoppable and Under 10 mins the Great Boy Wonder our Spine, our angel our Messi took the greatest shot Man Kind could ever had seen,as it swung passed Van Der Sar towards the right side of the goal post, Barca were 2 up. I had completely blacked out, I saw my friend running towards to hug in joy, I could not recall any sound or anything it was like i had lost every voice in my body and my head was out of the roof, people say drugs give you a hallucination that channels you to an other dimension, meaning the cerebral cortex gets effected. Well Messi's goal was like a drug i recommend only the true Bluagranes. Barca had once again trampled a giant under there feet. It took another 15 min for Barca to seal the deal. A beautiful passing coordination between the tri facta and sergios pass to villa with a beautiful chip shot to the right corner of the goal. Villa had finished the game. Strategically every attacker scored and every mid fielder assisted. It was the game of the decade and Barca were a part of it. The greatest night had to come to an end, with Abidal lifting the cup after fighting the tumor was a show of courage and dedication. The team celebrated their fourth Champions League Trophy and made history. The manager Pep Guardiola have sealed his name as the elite. I as a part of the Barca could not express how i feel about my teams performance, but thank God to be alive to witness and be a part of the greatest football team the world had to offer. VIVA LA BARCA!!!
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Gigantes de Europa
12 am 28th May 2011, The timer had started with an exponential growth of the pulse rate. Sleep was like a commodity, food was nothing but a fuel to pass the time. Every second felt like minutes. It felt like all the time in the world had come to an abrupt halt. I had to find distractions or else i would lose every sense possible. Two more hours left and i was travelling in a parallel dimension. Hardly responding to anyone, all eyes on the TV set, every word that came out of the commentators was like news report and then it hit me, a well placed game by the Barca media Puyol will not play instead Macsherano was opted. My heart had sunk, our leader, our mentor, our Titan of Camp Nou was not on the first team. I had to swallow the facts, feel positive and move forward. The moment the players stepped on the field a sense of satisfaction and euphoria rose. I knew today something will happen and my Barca My Team My Soul will take that very step in the books as the worlds greatest performers. And then it all happened as soon as the whistle blew Man U went rampant. They tore through the barca defense with ease, attacking from wings, center, a complete possession play. I could not be more furious with Barca the way every one was maneuvering the ball. Being intercepted, being pressurized and amazingly man marked. I am very sure the First ten minutes for every Man U fan would have been a delight and a comfort that they would lift the cup this glorious evening. Little as they knew it only takes three man to stop all this rampant. The tri-facta Iniesta, Sergio and Xavi all they needed to was study the Man U movement for the first ten minutes to find gaps and then the game was one. With an impressive 67% possession and 120 complete passes with a comparison to Man U who completed only 55 barca were on there way to change the flow of the tide. A strategy i always study, the Barca Philosophy 10 pass and score. And there it was Tri Facta maneuvering the ball with excellent pace, Ferdinand who had Villa perfectly marked unfortunately with great height a disadvantage always exist, Pedro sneaks as Xavi lofts the ball towards his feet and Ran.The prince of Barca scored the opener. It was ecstasy, my voice was tearing the roof, Barca had scored the opener with and excellent assist from Xavi. The show was far from over, under 10 mins Man U found the gap in the Barca defense and Rooney scored for Man U. At that very moment the palpitation was slowly going down. Puyol was being missed so much, the match went steady again, both the teams had scored 1 each, it was surely an exuberant first half. I went in to deep meditation, my Man U friends were teasing the hell out of me but their word could not penetrate my phase. The entire 15 mins of break i only analyzed the first half and the mistakes Barca was making. Were they not pressing enough, the gaps were well guarded, the defense line was too much too handle or was it the mid field? Those 15 mins were the longest 15 mins i every had to spend. As soon as the second half started there was a weird sense of settlement in my mind that WHAT IF!!! Barca came out strong their one twos were so quick that not a single Man U fan could track them. They were all over the place, Left to Right Center to Diagonal, completely unstoppable and Under 10 mins the Great Boy Wonder our Spine, our angel our Messi took the greatest shot Man Kind could ever had seen,as it swung passed Van Der Sar towards the right side of the goal post, Barca were 2 up. I had completely blacked out, I saw my friend running towards to hug in joy, I could not recall any sound or anything it was like i had lost every voice in my body and my head was out of the roof, people say drugs give you a hallucination that channels you to an other dimension, meaning the cerebral cortex gets effected. Well Messi's goal was like a drug i recommend only the true Bluagranes. Barca had once again trampled a giant under there feet. It took another 15 min for Barca to seal the deal. A beautiful passing coordination between the tri facta and sergios pass to villa with a beautiful chip shot to the right corner of the goal. Villa had finished the game. Strategically every attacker scored and every mid fielder assisted. It was the game of the decade and Barca were a part of it. The greatest night had to come to an end, with Abidal lifting the cup after fighting the tumor was a show of courage and dedication. The team celebrated their fourth Champions League Trophy and made history. The manager Pep Guardiola have sealed his name as the elite. I as a part of the Barca could not express how i feel about my teams performance, but thank God to be alive to witness and be a part of the greatest football team the world had to offer. VIVA LA BARCA!!!
Sunday, December 5, 2010
My Exquisite Twin.
There are two types of people practical and book worms....book worms do survive because they like to play by the rules and like that easy life called 9-5 but then there are practicals they are visionaries, Devine in every aspect of life, their education is not from the school its learning to live every moment and here and there bend some rules...Moosa by dearest brother, i have seen you grown into someone so full of euphoria, a phenomenal and extremely practical person. We shared every moment, every memory and every mischievous habit to define a few....(well ill keep them to my self), but all in all cherish every moment i spend with you. You have not only been my friend but (ill give it to you) like an "elder brother" i have, we learned almost every thing together and were considered twins, all the fights we had even though i won most of them...lol. I cherish those moment. I know words dont mean a lot to you but for now just accept them. Happy birthday brother Happy Birthday. When i came back for the first time from US it was not the time i spend with my ex or friends it was the time i spend with you that i miss the most...and I wish to have that moment again. Finally you really know how to carry yourself...you make me proud masallah.
My Devine Shrine!

After experiencing every moment, every pass made, every goal scored and every cheer, BARCA BARCA!! I am still living this moment.
Barca completing six hundred passes in comparison to Madrid's one hundred was true sign of spectacular and empathic team performance. The moment the whistle blew and the game started my stance was sitting by the time Messi's first attempt on goal i could not sit, i was either jumping and cheering BARCA BARCA!! or running in the house screaming we did it!It was completely ecstatic. Being the only one in my friends circle and family to support Barca...(VIVA LA BARCA) I wore my jersey every day...to work (inside my shirt), to school and social events.....Partially to rub it on their faces and to feel a proud Cule. I am so glad to be alive to witness such an auspicious day. Downloaded the entire match on HD, read every article related (defn hogged every post by totalbarca related to that day atleast once or twice) rubbed it on my madrid supporting friends and watched every highlight and every picture possible....still cannot get enough. This day will defn live for infinite. The person who amazed me was David Villa: even though its too early to accept him, Pedro: He is really making a mark, and Xavi : Well its Xavi: a player i dream to play like. The team was phenomenal in every way, the fans where ecstatic and me i am still hungover from the game...so i guess i do have the symptoms Post El Clasico fever wishing there is no cure. Amazing thing happened though, while buying chinese food you have to pick a fortune cookie and it said : "Your lucky number for this week is 5" . so there you go what are the odds of it. For religious people there are many Devine shrines and worship places, for me Barca is not a team its a religion and Camp Nou is my Devine Shrine.
All in all a moment to remember and cherish, a moment that i was a part of and a moment that will never be forgotten....MY BARCA, MY TEAM, MY SOUL!!!
Monday, August 30, 2010
A little Miracle...in the Qureshi family!!!
I remember the day when i came to visit you, I remember the days i played with, I remember the days i fought with you and i remember the days I felt closer to you....seeing you grow from a infant to a man has been quite a journey.....Yes I was not the best of elder brothers..but maybe one day...Ur cute little feet and fingers and ur cute little cheeks and bumpy....I saw you grow even though i lost track of you...never lost a place in my heart....I wish you all the best and May Allah bless you with all the success in the world...Keep your head held high and accomplish those goals that you have set for yourself in life....Even though ur a thousands of miles away from me I can still feel ur presence in my heart....Thank you for always being there for me....being there when i really needed someone...May you see many many more celebrations. My only wish right now is to hug you and kiss you with all my heart and soul....I Miss you Gude Miss you alot. Wish I could spend all my time with you and Moosa....InsAllah. Keep being mischief, taunting and naughty because thats the way i love you..... if my writing was too EMO!!! i take it as a compliment...!!!!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Un amigo, un hermano ...Un mentor, Feliz Cumpleanos
Its been 17 years from the moment we met. I clearly remember the day as it was yesterday. And over these years understanding your ideology has been a great journey. I cherish these memories and many more to come. Our brotherhood bond has grown stronger and concrete. Our understanding and ideology has taken a mutual track...and I wish what success lies ahead of us May Allah guide and help Us. May you have a promising future and a successful life. It always makes me smile when i remember the mischief we did and those long drives by the shore line smoking cigarette and listening to good old Beatles. Happy Birthday My Friend, My brother...Never let anything anger you always stay positive..Our Country Need People like you.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Just by the Sanctuary...!

Ugarit a civilization, a religion, a palace, a culture, an Echo....a Sanctuary, a port to the most powerful sea right in the heart of the middle Earth....a sea that joins the three closet....Ugarit a story, a myth, a memory, the birth place of the oldest tune......a mystery that is still unsolved...a story that has not been heard....a chapter that has never been read.....Sorrow filled and the deceased passed....A History became Legend and the Legend became a myth.....Malik Jandali calls to all to feel, to understand, to extract, to give credit to the soul of tune....Malik Jandali explains a Kingdom with a Port: "Ugarit". By his fine composing and performance he tells the world about this beautiful Mystic Kingdom what it was known for....Tune: A comfort for the soul, a question to many answers, a feeling of many joys....a flow of a native....a passion of many religions, a truth no one follows....a desire being stopped....then i cry "let me listen to those words...they will give me what i want: knowledge of the world so beautiful and never made aware to me.......let me listen more and more what is Ugarit? I want to know please call me out and make me feel what it is and how it could make me feel free....was it abandoned?..it was abandoned, betrayed, destroyed....let me look at it again; a place full of mystery". Listen to what Malik Jandali plays and interpret your own feelings because that is what he told me to do..... :) Echoes of Ugarit.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
"Thank You "A simple eight letter word...could hold so much meaning?
May 2nd 1958, God created a being who would later bore three amazing sons. Never have I felt closer to this creation of God....what she has done for me over the years is not that simple to explain or acknowledge....even the words in the dictionary would fall short of her ways and affection she has shown me. Life is so misty that even with in these misty walls that i have created she would always show me the path and guide me towards the right direction....Every time i fell she would lift me up and nurture me, every time someone would get angry at me, she would lift her voice to an extent that it would create a fear around them so they would retreat and never think of returning, when ever i would fail she would teach me to be better, when ever i achieve something she would place that achievement on the highest wall so every one could see and praise me and when i felt sad and depress she would take me in her arms to lessen the burden and relieve me from the pain with in. My dearest mother, even a simple Thank You would mean so much today i never would have realized.May God Bless you with Happiness, Joy and a Beautiful Long life...May God fill you with Ecstasy of Life and Flourish you with Achievements and Success in the field of Art....May God help you paint the best canvas of your life so it could call out to those who are in dire need of help with parenting. Happy Birthday Mother, with all my heart and soul, with every breath and joy, with every tear and sorrow I love you. Never stop smiling you have great Man right next to you....live your life to its fullest and dont worry to much, your sons will do great in life.
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